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This is the story and the recognition of Shelley Lubben former porn actress famous, about the bad and the ins and outs of it is immoral industry. This is derived as a lesson for us all. "Believe me, I know, I used to never do it all the time and I do it because my soul and my love for power to money."
" I never liked sex. Even I do not want it and in fact I drank more Jack Daniels (the type of alcoholic beverage Similar Jhonny Walke) than with the men who paid like me to "pretend" in the movie. Yes It does not exist between us blonde girls who love being in porn movie."
" We hate being touched by strangers who did not care about us. We hate to be considered low by them, men with sweat and stench. Some of us often to vomit in the bathroom during filming breaks. While others tried to calm ownself by smoking Marlboros nonstop."
" But the porn industry (porn industry) want that you will always think that if we porn actresses love sex. They want you to believe that we are happy being harassed like animals in a variety of scenes in the movie. The truth, porn actresses often do not know what scenes they would do when he first came to the set and we were only given two choices by the producer: "Do or Home Without Pay. Working or not be able to work again" Yes it is true we have a choice."
" Some of us are in great need of money. But we were manipulated and coerced and even threatened. Some of us contracted AIDS because of the profession. Or infected with herpes and a variety of other venereal diseases are difficult to cure. One artist after filming a porn movie with pain all day after arriving home to shoot his head with a pistol. "
" Most of the porn actresses may come from a broken family and had experienced sexual harassment and rape of his own family or neighbors. When we were kids we just want to play with dolls, not get traumatized when a grown man be above our body. So since childhood we learned that sex can make us valuable. And with all the horrible experiences we deceive you in front of the camera when in fact we hate in every minute of it. "
most porn actresses of her life dependent on alcohol and narcotics. And our life has always been filled with fear of HIV or other venereal diseases such as Herpes, gonorrhea, syphilis, chlamydia, etc.. haunt us every day. According to Shelley notes in his website. Eleven pornography porn star died of HIV, suicide, murder and drugs in 2007. Between 2003 and 2005, 976 players with 1153 reported positive results STD. 66% of players exposed to Herpes.
" Indeed, we checked every month but you know, if it can not prevent us from contracting deadly diseases. In addition to disease, no less gruesome scenes of filming, many of us have wounds or sores tear on our organs. Outside shooting we often wish I could live a normal life. But it is very difficult to establish normal relations with men "'normal"', so it means most of us is married to film director porn or live life as a lesbian. "
" Make me, the moment will not be forgotten is that when my daughter accidentally saw me, her mother who was kissing naked with another girl. SHe will definitely continue to remember it well. On another day we can change like zombies with a beer bottle in his right hand and glass of whiskey in left hand. We do not like to clean so often times we have to hire a maid to clean up our dirt.
Also hate to cook their own porn actresses. Usually we order our food then throw up again because most of us suffer from BULIMIA, a kind of symptom hunger is never satisfied. "
" For porn actresses who have children, we are the worst mother. We screamed and even hit our kids for no reason. Often when we were so drunk as to our children who were 4 years old we were dragged off the floor. And when there are guests (mostly for reasons of sex), we have to lock our children first bedroom and told them to shut up. If my girl I used to equip children with the pager and told her to wait for me in the garden until I'm done with my guests. "
" * All Trickery * If you can see more in the life of a porn actress you will probably lose interest in watching porn. Our actual fact a porn actress wanted to end all this shame and all the trauma in our lives. But unfortunately we could not do it alone.
We hope you help our men, fighting for freedom and our honor. We want you to embrace us when we remove the tears and heal the wounds in our hearts. We hope you will pray for us and hopefully God will hear and forgive all our mistakes in the past. Adult film industry is not more than * "false and deceptive camera sex." Believe *.!
2 comments:
Never heard about this former porn star. But great to read about her porn stories and how she became porn star. In short, most of the porn star perform porn movie for money, not for their passion.
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